All posts tagged: random

To New Beginnings!

It’s September again. I’ve actually missed Autumn. At the very least, I always feel that it’s way more promising than the “summer” we have here in the UK…but aside from that, I’ve missed it. I like being cosy, hot drinks and beanie hats. Although I will miss the long hours of daylight which made me feel like I had more time, something that I always think I don’t have enough of! This month starting has already been productive enough. I say that like I am lazy but I am very temperamental in that I really like to do things in a flow of positive energy. Most recently? My energy levels are flowing alright. My brain likes to run at 100mph and ideas are springing from the most bizarre of places. It’s interesting how I feel dictates the work I end up creating. Last winter, was a rather sluggish one…I worked but it took much more effort to get things going, but unfortunately, even in situations like those, you have to make-do. It is actually around …

Depth > Surface

I finally finished reading American Psycho last night and felt somewhat sad when it ended. What’s that? Yes, I felt sad for a satiric-psychotic-serial-killer who desperately needed help and some sort of friendship and loving that he couldn’t feel because he was so numb. So numb from pain and alienation if that were even possible. Mind-blowing. Because I can’t find anything more beautiful than being able to feel, to really see the world.  And now, I am almost finished with reading We Were Liars by E. Lockhart. Could my perception of the world be changing anymore than it is? All I can say is that I did not see the twist coming…damn. But i suppose that’s the point…beautiful moments are just moments…they stay in that time frame. It was beautiful and it was in the past. Memories can be haunting. I used to read a lot as a kid. Went to the library every week with my mother and would take out four or five books at a time to read. Then, I stopped around age …